one beautiful morning.
July 28, 2007 | 8:42 PM
曲：永遠の途中 - w-inds.
one of the most beautiful mornings for many months, and i awoke just in time to see the sky darken, and the rain fall. a few years back, i was sitting at the desktop typing something like that, listening to the exact same song.
why i love the mornings isnt really much of a real reason, but i think it represents one of the saddest times in my life - the time where subconsciously mornings began to represent freedom, to represent that i didnt have to worry about whats going to happen to me for at least until the sun sets. why i love the rain isnt much of a reason either, in my year of trouble, it came to represent my feeling of loss, and hearing voices and footsteps of people through the sound of raindrops made me feel that i wasnt that alone in the silence of the house.
sometimes on days like this, you question yourself, on whether there is a need to let your emotions get the better of you. sometimes you dont know if people disagree with you, or are unhappy with you, but you choose to go with whatever way your heart tells you to.
the rain is getting bigger, as i write.
emo emo! alright, baseball then. the mariners just won the second game in a row coming out from their seven game slump. i hope this continues, and ichiro, please please play well. =)
it hurts when i sneeze. i hate muscle soreness. haha. its kind of funny, when you think about it. now im afraid to sneeze.
velda.
